Could this be the end?

They weren't sure

He couldn't bear to be alone again

And she just felt so... Hurt

Their relationship was difficult

She was irritated by the routine

And annoyed by the sounds he made when he was drinking

And she would get upset so quickly

He... Seldom said anything about anything

When he watched her closely

It felt hard to believe, that he had ever loved her

Or she, him

Her smile... Seemed like a lie to him

But time went by so quickly

And very soon

The summer came

And everything got better

The stopped having breakfast together

And decided to move into separats flats

There was this light feeling

Everything seemed so easy

They kissed each other more often

She laughed at his jokes

The sex got more exciting

And when he was at work

He could not stop thinking about her

When they were together the looked happy

But sometines when their eyes met

They weren't quite sure who they were looking at

And with every kiss

A new secret was born

And then quite suddenly

They began to feel excited

But insecure

They just hadn't had the chance to get to know each other

Almost like strangers

When he called her the next day

He felt nervous

And the conversation was short

That night

He couldn't sleep

Not for one second

Then

They met at a friend's birthday party

He tried to be funny

And she

Kind of liked him

Yet there was almost no time left for them

Later that night

He arrived at the party

And there she was

Sitting across the room

Did he kwon her from somewhere?

And then... Their eyes met

For the very last time

They would not see each other ever again

But still

At that very moment

She smiled.

♥

"I always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. 

First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... 

For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... 

And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... 

Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... 

And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... 

And Janie... And Janie...

And... Carolyn. 

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... 

But it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. 

Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... 

And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... 

You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. 
But don't worry... you will someday. 

Someday♥